A star that’s gone
With the night that’s gone,
Leaves me, night and star,
In my hands the truth, that is,
To know that there’s no place
Where they can hide…
‘Cause I’ve known, in the night
That’s gone, with the star that’s gone,
That the eyes, the ears of one
(that’s my she)
That from her hands, can’t hide
What it has been said that’s gone
Along with what
has been seen that’s gone,
With that it could have been touched
With the eyes (from behind),
And in the night that comes along
With the star that comes; tonight,
Neither could hide,
Nor the star that’s gone, nor the night,
Nor our sights, nor our words,
Nor their way of touching;
It’s not a matter of seeing, listening,
Or feeling.
It has come forever
What it came along with her.
Shadow Of My Heart
By
Harald Layaman
/ 10:40 /
Although you know it all,
And you may see through my holes,
And though you heard my own words,
Those saying my worst flaws,
my weakness and my faults,
Oh, my friend, my love, you don't,
for sure you do not know,
nor a bit I whithhold.
Only a reason explains the whole:
I don't actually know.
My dark side? Indeed, I ignore.
Simply, you won't know
What I prefer not to show.
The best and the worst,
Can't see it, in fact, on my own,
So remeber, I am not,
More than the shadow of my heart.
Sluts
By
Harald Layaman
/ 23:19 /
I remember the smell
I remember it all
I remember was blue, and dark,
and hard
I remember what she said, her stupid tragic
talk...
I remember it well...
I do remember the stains on
my soul
I remember it was a cheaper service, oh...
But those days, are gone...
I will never forget...oh, that afternoon...I got out the place, quickly...the revulsion took me to a McDonald's restroom...ahhhhh
Water...
I got back, once again, twice. I hate myseflf.
Fuck II
By
Harald Layaman
/ 14:33 /
I could write a library 'bout you
...what we have never been
Did you know I loved you?
Did you at least realized I liked you? Sure you did...
Sure, I'm pretty sure.
I would never know, even if I ask you
Now It's too late for us
Later, maybe.
Yeah, maybe. Future.
Suicide, succes, delay, death,
decadence, you...Oh, yeah, you
Fuck again.
Fuck I
By
Harald Layaman
/ 14:32 /
Today,
I remembered you, laughing
like the air
Crying
You were there, behind
a memory of mine
My own property
I loved you, I knew it
But now,
Why is there now instead of us?
Can't keep on waiting....
You will have never read this note.
Fuck
Silent Smoke
By
Harald Layaman
/ 21:52 /
In the dark province of your winding thigh,
I've been roving all night long,
Crawling through the sticky thorns of the cursed and lovely tongs
which had covered all your corpse
I've been smoking with some spirits
and cheating on a monk, He said
"Thou are free, but not alone"
Then he spoke to me, told me a secret
I should have never known
Shall I ever tell this secret I'd
have never heard at all?
I kept smoking with the spirits
from the evening to the break
of dawn,
that's exactly what I've done
Yes! It Was the monk the one
who was sitting on the heads
of beheaded dolls!
I REMEMBER! YES THEY SANG A LOVELY SONG! Oh, No...
It was not! They recited a love letter I had wrote ten days before! I DO REMEMBER, I FORGOT!
"No, no, no, you are not nice (anymore),
but you are here, and I...I won't remember
anything, so
turn on the light...
Where are your parents now? They're out!
They shouldn't be here, but...
should have been then...now
Now, what can I do? You're older,
it's done
Sing along with me and try not to leave,
"by chance" -you know-, you do know,
try not to leave a ring, an earring or
any other clue,
'cause I will look for your little person
and I'll rip your head off,
beast"
Try me.
The Man & The Lake
By
Harald Layaman
/ 22:54 /
An old man walks straight to a quiet lake, in a landscape of repeated patagonian beauty. He approaches wearily but accurately, as the Salisbury cathedral clock. When the man is two meters from the watery mirror, an eagle stuns three happy tourists, perhaps brazilian people. With a great difficulty, the man sets his sight into the lake and starts to hum a childhood's hymn.
-'Where are my memories? They are in here, in my hands, where oblivion lays. I can not remember more than their darkened trail which decorates this infertile land that once was strong enough to withold the roots of death and the happines flower. Abandoned from my memories, I reconcile with oblivion; now I'm closer to it, now I am oblivion.'











